Organizations that Can Help
There are several organizations that are available with more information and a support system to help. Never be afraid to let someone help you. Even if just for more information, organizations who study and are made for the soul purpose of assisting people who struggle with ASD will help you feel you're not alone. Here are a few links to help you find the help that will help you best.
I was also able to find a site that allowed siblings of persons with ASD, as well as other disabilities, have a place to go and seek help.